9.10.11

it was around this TIME last year that i DECIDED 2 say YES 2 a marriage PROPOSAL. honestly, i KNEW i wasnt ready 4 the TITLE. i was just sick of everybody ANALYZING my baby clock & putting their OPINIONs in my EAR... i had 2 be RESCUED 🤣 When thinking of a DATE, i automatically thought 11/11/11 would be soooo CUTE! i ran it by my EX-factor & of course he had his negative attitude feedback. hahaha i looked @ the  CALENDER again & i swear it SPARKLED, 9.10.11 was the 2nd Saturday in the FALL. I hate SUMMER & Winter weddings but LOVE them in the SPRING or FALL. After that it was SET, i didnt care what ANYBODY had 2 say that was my DAY! me & my SISTAHs <3 to PLAN, decorate & PARTY :) it was soooo FUN planning but in REALITY... the PURPOSE was fading. LOVE is complicated but soooo SIMPLE (does that MAKE any sense?) when its GOOD, its REAL good but when its BAD... it gets WORST! If u cant work through the ISSUEs then there's NO use of holding on 2 an EMPTY luv cup. That part of my LIFE ended but it was SIMPLY all part of a BIGGER plan 4 me & my FUTURE.

i was thinking this  SPECIAL day would involve ME, a hot CUSTOM wedding gown, GLITz galore & a Honeymoon somewhere exotic. Now i REALIZED that even though i WONT be in a WEDDING gown, i'll be in a PURE form of beauty. instead of a WEDDING sealing to an ETERNAL companion, i'll be SEALING my Eternal Family 4 all time & ETERNITY. it was ALWAYs family 1st so even though it isnt MY day dis weekend... its OUR day! i'm soooo EXCITED 4 my family & the many BLESSINGs that await us within the WALLs of GODs personal HOME creation. i hope 2 RESERVE another SPECIAL day 4 my "MALI TEMIPALE" plans but 'til then... i'm at the BEST place in my LIFE right now!