Larina Noelani Kulu

The DAY finally arrived, it was 9.10.11 & i had a 5am wake up call! i just kept YELLING, "its our DAY! Ezrah are u EXCITED?" of course he wakes up as a MOOD killer & says "NO! its too EARLY mommy i'm TIRED" ignoring his LAZINESS our household WOKE up & raced 2 get ready. Having a family of 9 with 6 WOMEN is torture 4 the MEN we live with. POOR them, always waiting on us to HAIANE our topes :) We were running late but what's NEW... we suffer 4rm the SICKNESS of Tongan Time! On our way there it was soooo QUIET, i felt like i was talking to myself. I wanted everybody to be ALERT & linger in this day 4eva! No luck, everybody was IRRITATED cause they were RUSHED, grumpy cause they were HUNGRY & sleepy cause they only got about 4 hrs of SLEEP. but ASK me if i CARED?? hahaha HELL naw! my MOTOR mouth just kept yapping, yapping & YAPPING! We get 2 our DESTINATION & i can tell everybody's mood was slowly SHIFTING! right when we ENTERED ...

it was around this TIME last year that i DECIDED 2 say YES 2 a marriage PROPOSAL. honestly, i KNEW i wasnt ready 4 the TITLE. i was just sick of everybody ANALYZING my baby clock & putting their OPINIONs in my EAR... i had 2 be RESCUED 🤣 When thinking of a DATE, i automatically thought 11/11/11 would be soooo CUTE! i ran it by my EX-factor & of course he had his negative attitude feedback. hahaha i looked @ the  CALENDER again & i swear it SPARKLED, 9.10.11 was the 2nd Saturday in the FALL. I hate SUMMER & Winter weddings but LOVE them in the SPRING or FALL. After that it was SET, i didnt care what ANYBODY had 2 say that was my DAY! me & my SISTAHs <3 to PLAN, decorate & PARTY :) it was soooo FUN planning but in REALITY... the PURPOSE was fading. LOVE is complicated but soooo SIMPLE (does that MAKE any sense?) when its GOOD, its REAL good but when its BAD... it gets WORST! If u cant work through the ISSUEs then there's NO use of holding on 2 an EMPTY lu...

its CRUNCH time! if you HAVENT already heard... i, LARINA NOELANI KULU, will be gettin ENDOWED & sealed 2 my ETERNAL family this Saturday, September 10, 2011! This has been SOMETHING myself, along with my FAMILY have worked sooooo HARD 4. I always knew i wanted a TEMPLE marriage but getting ENDOWED before that was NEVER part of my plan. it may sound SELFISH, (okay well it is) but i wasnt READY 2 make a COMMITMENT knowing i'd have 2 GIVE up my CLUB clothes🥴 My sense of STYLE was always described by people as- HOOCHIE! it NEVER offended me cause the CLOTHEs i do choose to wear is ALWAYs an expression of my CHARACTER. i DONT see why SIZE should keep a WOMAN 4rm being a TREND in the world of FASHION! dah SECRET is simple- its ALL about CONFIDENCE. if u can WALK in a room & OWN ur "look", you can OVERCOME the fear of JUDGEMENT. i have 4 days left until i COVENANT with Heavenly Father in thy HOLY place. i'm SLOWLY accepting my new PURPOSE & letting go of the ...